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ttbe nk letak lirik ni..

long time

seriously lama tak update my blog..tak sempat, takde masa, kesibukan melanda diri dan buat2 sibuk even i'm not so bz...hehehe..sorry..mmg nk update but..so much things to do..to decide..to go..hurhhh...too much things dat happen to my life rite now..

now i'm at home..cuti weekend+cuti peristiwa klntn+banjir=till tuesday...=))
firstly..things that happened today, in the morning: i juz knew dat i am suppose to check my blood for hipetitis c..cuz my mum juz discharge from gh...doctor told her that she now is a patient of hipetitis c..oh God..i know you love her..but i love her too much n more than anyone knows..yea...n i am scared to check my own results...however, i hv to face up all this..i hope you will accept this dear..dun leave me..i need you..

secondly...now evrydy top news is about flood...klntn..pntai timur..familiar with that..now my college ditenggelami air..hahah..at last..but fortunately i'm at home..n i can extend my holiday..with thousands of assgnmnts n projecst..huhhh..tired already to make it all..serious! but juz in three weeks i'll say gudbye pakguard..i'll miss you...=)

thirdly, my first bro's wedding is just around the corner..haaaa..2 more weeks..but i cant really enjoy on that day cuz my final exam is around that corner too..=p n i dunno either i can attend this wedd or not..cuz i hope it will not clash with my paper..wish me...i am so excited to see the guests bring back home of my bunga telur hand-made,....my flower girls hairband,....my ideas...huhh..my dress already done for that nite...senang citer,, sume dh siap..tolong serious i wanna go back on that day..


and last but not least...wish me all the best..updating this soon..take care..=)

happy 52nd independent day Malaysia.

satu malaysia..malaysia mmg ade satu pon..huhh..if malaysia ade 10 would it b 10 malaysia?? hahah..
i juz remember that my mum said, "sorry no cure"..wut do you think??
cuz rite now i am so in that feeling..huhhu..
no more sympathizes, no more 'that' feeling..y??
suppose i write here?? nope..cuz its tooo personal..
maybe saya dh give up kot, maybe saya dh fed up juga, or maybe saya terlalu so in that feeling..
but still in this small heart i am still want.
huh..let time do this job..
maybe this is the rite time..

fasting

today is the 9th day for us berpuasa.
hope this ramadhan will bring more brightness to ourself.
happy fasting!=)

one four three

i miss you.

with all of my heart..
i really need you..
i always pray that i'll meet you one day..

You know you're my saving grace,
You're everything I need and more,
It's written all over your face..

-no words could describe my heart's feeling-

THE UNCOMFORTABLE SURVEY.

-Lounges relationship?
;; from 13th jan 2007 till now n hope so..

-Shortes relationship:
;; a day.

-Have you ever thought that you were
going to marry the person you were
dating?
;; i hope so..

- Have you ever loved someone so much
that it hurts?
;; yup..it will..

-Have you ever made a
boyfriend cry?
;; hmm..am i??

- Are you happier single or in a
relationship?..
;; speechless..

-Have you ever been cheated by your
bf?
;; i think so..too dumb!!

-What is your favorite thing about the
same sex?
;; caring i think.they feel wut i felt..

- Have you ever broken someone's heart?
;; am i?? again..

-Talk to any of your exes?
;; ex je pon.. bukannye ex husband.

-If you could go back in time and
change things to where you could still
be with one of your exes would you?
;; nope..i hate them..i mean i hate a person name a man.huhh!!

- Think any of your ex's feel the same
way?
;; they do but i dont..

-Do you believe that you are a good
girlfriend?
;; i want to b a good wife..

-Have you dated people who were not
good to you?:
;; haha..passs is passss..

-Have you dated someone older than
you?
;; of course.. i prefer that.

-Younger ?
;; ade jgk..

- Do you regret anything that you have
done with a boyfriend or girlfriend?
;; if this reltnshp end up just like that, then i'll so damn regret.

-Do you believe everyone deserves a
second chance?
;; nope..huhh..

-Ever dated two people at once?:
;; hah.nooo..

-Do you want to get married?:
;; let god do that job..i'll follow as the time do..

- Do you have something to say to any
of your exes?
;; wut goes around comes around..i mean it!

- Ever stolen someone's boyfriend or
girlfriend?
;; nope..they steal mine..i hate you people..wut goes around will comes around..n god shows me that's true..=)

-Does heartbreak really seem as bad as
it sounds?
;; totally.. it was sumthing worst n no words can describe it!!!..n it will make me to say"i hate you guy"

a night at genting.

balik from kolej then the next day i went to genting..awana je..follow ayh ade kijo..hehe..
juz to relax n breath the natural cold air..=)with umi at the hotel courtyard.

missed

sorry cuz i'm not updating for long time...haihh..soo much to do...

last two weeks went to trip kl, bukit bintang..assignment plus final project..agk tough..isnt it..

anyhow we have to go for it...n after came back from kl for 2 days trip, i hd to submit drwg drfting..dh la manual..nasib baik trace je..hihi..sorry abg yop.

penat tgk site..from 11a.m till 4p.m..then we get to rest..hahha..gang ogawa!

thennn...i got fever plus sore throat..wahhh..dunt u think it H satu N satu. first i was scared to make a medical check up..almost half of the class got fever n sore throats..so wut did u expect?
of course that virus rite..after 3 days i merana kesakitan, wif no one cares, far from my parents, far from..but i would really thanks to my roommates..diya, bli activ fast even though it didnt work out..hehe..fana, amik kn mknn..yeahh..lapoo..n pca accompany me till i meet the doctor..hehe..cant forget it!!..2days after that then i'm getting very well..

actually rite know i suppose at home..ini sume angkara pengarah..elok2 dh bg blk, a week then ttbe boleh cancel last minute mcm tuh aje..jus think org sume dh bli tiket nak blk..huhhh..then i hv to change the date...juz bcos i got the presentation..if not, for sure tgh dbuai mimpi indah dirumah..yeahhh..cant wait for it..the day after tomorrow,"syg i'm back"..

but juz now merol jus asked me if i want to join him to go back to kl tomorrow..but i told him i bought already the ticket..sorry merol..lain kali tanye awl..confirm i'm the first book to sit bside the driver..haha..

after a month then i'll go home..damn miss my home..my cats..huhhh..
actually i miss him so much..

missing

sudah lama tidak di update ini blog..seems that now i'm at college..cant always online..huhu..

so..as i get into this new semester, evrything was change..mcm student bru plak..studio dh tuka situation fisrt..but now dh tuka block..then kne bring evrythng out to a new block..wif the table draughting 10kg ade kot..nk wat cmne wonderpets xdtg....n everybody was so selfish..nvm..we will see how far we can go n how far they can go..huhhh..i know soon or later they will read this post..sorry member!!

annnddd,,back to the main title..missing..
since i get back to college n evrything start to change..i mean me..me myself n i..tak tau nk ckp cmne..end..=(

12:30 a.m

i am starting to write this post at 12:30 am.yupp..
not much to say..
just only want to say SORRY to all readers yg mana terasa..especially HIM..
sorry a thousands n millions..trully from my heart..

first july

owh..tdow, mkn, jln, helping my mum, holiday, pejam celik now its 1st july already..almost the time for me to go back to college..ugrhhh..hate that because it will make me sad all the time..only God knows why..=(

n hope assignments, projects, presentations, pejam celik n i'm waiting for december..because i'll b free by that time..i wish so!..

now i'm thinking how it would b for my future..takot apabila memikirkannya..i'm not dat tough enough..wut would b after study?? am i going to continue study in this field or am i going to work as kuli or wut?? so many to thing..hurghh..sumpah takot kt luar sne..so many competitors..i think i want to continue my study but not in this course..too hard babe!..but till when??huhu..

or can i juz stay at home..tak nak kje..hehe..but i want my own money..so i hv to work right?
n i want to get marry..so i should hv a million of ringgit malaysia so that i make the wedding of decade..waaa..gila ape??..berangan tak sudah la fatin ni..

actually now i'm alone at home..my parents went to bukit tinggi..i want to follow but i cant make it bcause i want to meet him..nvm..after this i'll follow my dad to pulau sipadan next week..cant wait for that..

n one more thing, sorry to alia because i cant go out right now..takde org kt umah juz now..kang keluar faiq bising..hmmm..so when??

survey suka suka

1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought?
why do i still alive? =(

2. How much cash do you have on you?
not much.

3. What's a word that rhymes with "DOOR?"
nk kluar.

4. Favorite planet?
heaven??hehe..

5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell phone?
kak ida..

6. What is your favorite ringtone on your phone?
nokia tone.hah..

7. What shirt are you wearing?
tshirt with a big number 9..

8. Do you "label" yourself?
sumtimes.

9. Name the brand of your shoes you're currently wearing?
dlm rumah tak pkai kasut.

10. Bright or Dark Room?
bright.

11. What do you think about the person who took this survey before you?
mira..kwn dwaktu seminar ape ntah..kt ms..

13. What were you doing at midnight last night?
thinking n thinking n keep thinking while chatting with jhan..nnt kte jmpe ok..tgk transformers..haha..

14. What did your last text message you received on your cell say?
maxis..no one wolud like to msg me..

15. Where is your nearest "seven-eleven" shop?
tmn melawati n permata..i'm in between..

16. What's a word that you say a lot?
hmm..i cant say a lot..keep silent is much better.

17.Who told you he/she loved you last?
ade ke? =(

18. Last furry thing you touched?
snowy yg comell..

19. How many drugs have you done in the last three days?
none..nk mati!! i want!!

20. How many rolls of film do you need developed?
montaj je kot..

21. Favorite age you have been so far?
1..suci dan bersih..

22. Your worst enemy?
penipu besar.

23. What is your current desktop picture?
flower.

24. What was the last thing you said to someone?
sorry.

25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to fly what would it be?
fly..i want to fly..go away from this prblm..

26. Do you like someone?
i am..but does he?

27. The last song you listened to?
af,

sad..too sad..

sudenly the wind seem slower,the colour seem dull,the sun seem dimmer...heart beats slowly....all the world seem sad...especially me...
god help me..
so much to do, so much to say, so much to learn, so much to decide, so much to think, so much to observe, so much to grow, so much to care, so so i need time to grow up my mind to learn n to say for doing all thing before i do n i'll observe before to care who ever that i love..
apabila hati dibuka ia akan ditutup..dan ditutup serapatnya..mula dibuka..adakah ia mampu dibuka semula..am i??
i'm not that strong enough..

twenty-first june.

happy father's day..especially to my beloved ayah..
thanx for being my very special person that i love.. u r juz simply the best in this world.. i am so tabik spring kt ayh bcoz he can do anything..in 50-year-old he could finish up his master...i'm so proud of u..but me?? can i be like u...hmmm..i promiz i'll try my best ayh!!..wish me for my success.. i'll make u happy n proud wif me..=)

ayhku..


n not to be forgotten to all daddy all over the world..

happy belated birthday to my bf's makwe

bf's makwe?
i really dun know wuts her name actually..
hmm..for him means his bff's daughter.haha..but for me?? god knows that..=p
a 3-year-old girl..
her birthday was last saturday, 13th june..
it is a long story but i short it up n keep it secret between us ok syg..deal with dat?

last tuesday i ajak umi to buy a new cleanser at body shop jj wangsa maju..then my mother also want to look around a new cute little rice cooker for her travel..while she were looking for her thing then i decided to go lovely lace..hmmm...rambang mata!! there were lots of cute bears..colourfull!!
i dunno wut to giv for diz 3-year-old girl..haihh..so i decided to choose diz white n pink bears with the sayap angel..heheh..i like dat!!
i also bought a gift boz so i dun have to pening2 to wrap it..

a very simple ribbon that i deco by myself..
and before i giv this present tomorrow lets take a picture!!..=)

weeee...

lewat larut pagi

already 4++ in the morning..i'm so teruja editing dis blog.
so how people??
do you satisfied wif wut i'm doing, staying up juz to edit my blog.hahh..
juz addicted into it...(pdhl nutink)

syujud syukur

huh.. i juz checked my result for semester 4. thanx god i can proceed to the next semester. with all tunjuk ajar from my lecturer dat taught all along diz semester..; pn rohayu, en syafik, en hairie, en ijad,pn zaiti...n most not forgettable, my seniors..without them i could not do better for those subject..n to be sad next sem i'll b senior n no more helper..haihhh=( kak sha, kak t, kak zana, i wish all the best..buat elok2 practical..

n since next sem will b the last semester n i hope so, people do wish me n help me more.. n for my coursemates, dun forget dat we will convo same2 ok.! =) good luck..jgn mls2..=p

cubaan 123

oh yes, gula hearty ku