happy 52nd independent day Malaysia.

satu malaysia..malaysia mmg ade satu pon..huhh..if malaysia ade 10 would it b 10 malaysia?? hahah..
i juz remember that my mum said, "sorry no cure"..wut do you think??
cuz rite now i am so in that feeling..huhhu..
no more sympathizes, no more 'that' feeling..y??
suppose i write here?? nope..cuz its tooo personal..
maybe saya dh give up kot, maybe saya dh fed up juga, or maybe saya terlalu so in that feeling..
but still in this small heart i am still want.
huh..let time do this job..
maybe this is the rite time..

fasting

today is the 9th day for us berpuasa.
hope this ramadhan will bring more brightness to ourself.
happy fasting!=)

one four three

i miss you.

with all of my heart..
i really need you..
i always pray that i'll meet you one day..

You know you're my saving grace,
You're everything I need and more,
It's written all over your face..

-no words could describe my heart's feeling-

THE UNCOMFORTABLE SURVEY.

-Lounges relationship?
;; from 13th jan 2007 till now n hope so..

-Shortes relationship:
;; a day.

-Have you ever thought that you were
going to marry the person you were
dating?
;; i hope so..

- Have you ever loved someone so much
that it hurts?
;; yup..it will..

-Have you ever made a
boyfriend cry?
;; hmm..am i??

- Are you happier single or in a
relationship?..
;; speechless..

-Have you ever been cheated by your
bf?
;; i think so..too dumb!!

-What is your favorite thing about the
same sex?
;; caring i think.they feel wut i felt..

- Have you ever broken someone's heart?
;; am i?? again..

-Talk to any of your exes?
;; ex je pon.. bukannye ex husband.

-If you could go back in time and
change things to where you could still
be with one of your exes would you?
;; nope..i hate them..i mean i hate a person name a man.huhh!!

- Think any of your ex's feel the same
way?
;; they do but i dont..

-Do you believe that you are a good
girlfriend?
;; i want to b a good wife..

-Have you dated people who were not
good to you?:
;; haha..passs is passss..

-Have you dated someone older than
you?
;; of course.. i prefer that.

-Younger ?
;; ade jgk..

- Do you regret anything that you have
done with a boyfriend or girlfriend?
;; if this reltnshp end up just like that, then i'll so damn regret.

-Do you believe everyone deserves a
second chance?
;; nope..huhh..

-Ever dated two people at once?:
;; hah.nooo..

-Do you want to get married?:
;; let god do that job..i'll follow as the time do..

- Do you have something to say to any
of your exes?
;; wut goes around comes around..i mean it!

- Ever stolen someone's boyfriend or
girlfriend?
;; nope..they steal mine..i hate you people..wut goes around will comes around..n god shows me that's true..=)

-Does heartbreak really seem as bad as
it sounds?
;; totally.. it was sumthing worst n no words can describe it!!!..n it will make me to say"i hate you guy"

a night at genting.

balik from kolej then the next day i went to genting..awana je..follow ayh ade kijo..hehe..
juz to relax n breath the natural cold air..=)with umi at the hotel courtyard.

missed

sorry cuz i'm not updating for long time...haihh..soo much to do...

last two weeks went to trip kl, bukit bintang..assignment plus final project..agk tough..isnt it..

anyhow we have to go for it...n after came back from kl for 2 days trip, i hd to submit drwg drfting..dh la manual..nasib baik trace je..hihi..sorry abg yop.

penat tgk site..from 11a.m till 4p.m..then we get to rest..hahha..gang ogawa!

thennn...i got fever plus sore throat..wahhh..dunt u think it H satu N satu. first i was scared to make a medical check up..almost half of the class got fever n sore throats..so wut did u expect?
of course that virus rite..after 3 days i merana kesakitan, wif no one cares, far from my parents, far from..but i would really thanks to my roommates..diya, bli activ fast even though it didnt work out..hehe..fana, amik kn mknn..yeahh..lapoo..n pca accompany me till i meet the doctor..hehe..cant forget it!!..2days after that then i'm getting very well..

actually rite know i suppose at home..ini sume angkara pengarah..elok2 dh bg blk, a week then ttbe boleh cancel last minute mcm tuh aje..jus think org sume dh bli tiket nak blk..huhhh..then i hv to change the date...juz bcos i got the presentation..if not, for sure tgh dbuai mimpi indah dirumah..yeahhh..cant wait for it..the day after tomorrow,"syg i'm back"..

but juz now merol jus asked me if i want to join him to go back to kl tomorrow..but i told him i bought already the ticket..sorry merol..lain kali tanye awl..confirm i'm the first book to sit bside the driver..haha..

after a month then i'll go home..damn miss my home..my cats..huhhh..
actually i miss him so much..