missing

sudah lama tidak di update ini blog..seems that now i'm at college..cant always online..huhu..

so..as i get into this new semester, evrything was change..mcm student bru plak..studio dh tuka situation fisrt..but now dh tuka block..then kne bring evrythng out to a new block..wif the table draughting 10kg ade kot..nk wat cmne wonderpets xdtg....n everybody was so selfish..nvm..we will see how far we can go n how far they can go..huhhh..i know soon or later they will read this post..sorry member!!

annnddd,,back to the main title..missing..
since i get back to college n evrything start to change..i mean me..me myself n i..tak tau nk ckp cmne..end..=(

12:30 a.m

i am starting to write this post at 12:30 am.yupp..
not much to say..
just only want to say SORRY to all readers yg mana terasa..especially HIM..
sorry a thousands n millions..trully from my heart..

first july

owh..tdow, mkn, jln, helping my mum, holiday, pejam celik now its 1st july already..almost the time for me to go back to college..ugrhhh..hate that because it will make me sad all the time..only God knows why..=(

n hope assignments, projects, presentations, pejam celik n i'm waiting for december..because i'll b free by that time..i wish so!..

now i'm thinking how it would b for my future..takot apabila memikirkannya..i'm not dat tough enough..wut would b after study?? am i going to continue study in this field or am i going to work as kuli or wut?? so many to thing..hurghh..sumpah takot kt luar sne..so many competitors..i think i want to continue my study but not in this course..too hard babe!..but till when??huhu..

or can i juz stay at home..tak nak kje..hehe..but i want my own money..so i hv to work right?
n i want to get marry..so i should hv a million of ringgit malaysia so that i make the wedding of decade..waaa..gila ape??..berangan tak sudah la fatin ni..

actually now i'm alone at home..my parents went to bukit tinggi..i want to follow but i cant make it bcause i want to meet him..nvm..after this i'll follow my dad to pulau sipadan next week..cant wait for that..

n one more thing, sorry to alia because i cant go out right now..takde org kt umah juz now..kang keluar faiq bising..hmmm..so when??